I could be.
But so far I've chosen to not be.
Meh, I still going to plan on doing it everyday, and working towards that end, but it's not nearly as important to me as exercising every day.
Also, you may notice I changed the look of my blog for the first time. I did that because I realized that though I originally really liked the look of it, it no longer reflected who I'm becoming. The original black scheme was about hiding and denial.
I strive now to be about light and truth.
I also replaced my black and white "head in my hands" picture of myself I had as my profile shot. I did that also because it's no longer who I am anymore. That was about being hopeless, and some "why me?" victimization, and immaturely romanticized drama.
I strive now to be about success, self-accountability, and moderation.
Days 9, 10, 11, 12, & 13
Did I exercise?
Well, let me just say this:
Saturday: 40 minutes of basketball, and drove a large bucket of golf balls at the range.
Sunday: 100 wall push ups and 10 sit-ups (pseudo sit-ups, I got up on each as far as I could)
Tuesday: 40 minutes of lawn mowing
Wednesday: ½ mile walk and 75 wall push ups